I was recently asked about my new book, BUTTERFLY TATTOO, and its rather unconventional storyline. The question posted to me was whether I realized the novel would turn out to be controversial while I was writing it. After all, the hero of this romance, Michael Warner, does have a very complicated and unusual past. In fact, everyone in the book has a complex past, with secrets and pain they’re trying to overcome and work through. But this question wasn’t about the other characters, like Rebecca O’Neill, a once-successful actress whose career was ruined when she was attacked by a stalker. It was about Michael and whether I realized writing a book with a bisexual hero might be a tough sell. Did I write in the dark, so to speak, unconcerned about the market? Did I listen to my inner agent and even consider the difficulties the book might face in finding a publisher?
I’d like to say that I was completely savvy and understood the inherent risks in writing the book. And, to a degree, I was. I knew that it wouldn’t be easy, but I will also admit I never dreamed it would take five years to find a publisher. Somehow, because I was writing the book I was most passionate about, the story I had to tell…I convinced myself that selling it wouldn’t be that big of a deal. Which, on one hand, is rather naive and foolish. On the other hand, disregarding the market, writing for an audience of one—myself—allowed the book to blossom and truly come alive for readers.
You see, there’s a kind of purity and intensity to doing what many would say is unthinkable: not worrying how you might sell a book. There’s no one reading over your shoulder, so to speak, it’s just you and the characters and the story. You weave the tale because you need to read it and speak it, and you don’t worry what anyone will think. It was also the longest I ever took writing a book, and there’s something to be said for letting a work breathe as you write it. It’s one of the downsides of our current romance market that so many writers are having to write faster and faster to meet deadlines and reader expectations.
Sometimes I wish that we could all slow things down a little bit, so that writers would have more time to explore, to push boundaries. I love that I took sixteen months with BUTTERFLY TATTOO because there were even things that happened while writing it that wound up impacting the story. If I’d written it quickly, worrying about the potential publishing market, I truly believe the book would have been cheapened or sold short.
As an agent, authors sometimes ask me about their “crazy” ideas, the ones that seem most edgy or different. I try my very best, always, to say that those kinds of ideas are where the magic happens. Not all agents agree with me, but I think when you tap into passion and love of a project, and you don’t worry about controversy or taking chances, you set your muse free.
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BIO:
Deidre Knight, one of romance publishing’s most successful agents, established her literary firm, The Knight Agency, in 1996 after working in the entertainment industry. To date, her agency has placed over 2,000 titles in all genres and with everything from the largest publishing houses to the smaller independents. An author of two paranormal romance series, she recently published her first contemporary romance, BUTTERFLY TATTOO, as an e-book. Within days of its release in April, this novel took the online reading world by storm and has since been heralded by numerous reviewers as a brave, groundbreaking novel, due to its exploration of the potential fluidity of human sexuality and the healing nature of love. Deidre calls BUTTERFLY TATTOO, which Samhain is releasing as a trade paperback February 1, the book of her heart. Deidre is also the author of the Gods of Midnight series, which includes RED FIRE and RED KISS. The third book in the series, RED DEMON, will be released this June.